It's Mother's Day
and all I can do is lay here and cry
I'm not really sure why this is happening
because you were never really in my life
in the first place.
You were just....there
If anything, I was more of a mom
to you, then you were to me.
I got you up in the mornings,
showered you, fed you and got you
back into bed in time for me to
get to school.
But ever since you left me
I'm not a mom to anyone anymore,
I'm a teenager, the person I should be
I shouldn't have been taking care of
you and now I've lost my childhood
to you.
I'm finally hanging out with friends
and not having to worry about you having
one of your episodes
and have to cancel everything and come home early just to take care of you because
no on else would
I miss you 24/7 no matter how much of a burden you were to me
I loved taking care of you,
it gave my life meaning
but you just left me here with no explanation
of why you left.
You left me with nothing at all,
nothing be an empty feeling and the wonderment of
why......
