Lost world

Running away from her painful past,
She's going to get out of this world at last,
She sees no good, only the bad,
because that's all that she's ever had.

She's lost and she's broken,
Left with many words unspoken,
Forced to think that that shes all alone,
that there is no place that she can call home.

A pathetic father, with no feelings at all,
He pushes her down, and lets her fall,
Could care less if she lives or dies,
Filling her head with horrible lies.

Planning out her easy death,
Doing drugs like herione and crystal meth,
It gets rid of the physical pain,
She knows she could end it all with one cut of the vein.

Her flame of life, is slowly going out,
Her mind is felt with endless doubt,
But something stops her as she's getting closer,
Theres something that some one shows her.

She tells her that there's meaning to life,
that she can do it, but it's giong to take a fight.
She has to stay strong and never give up,
And then the door of unhappiness will shut.

Although this girl doesn't know what it's like,
To have to worry every day of your life,
It was enough to convince her to give it a try,
Before she gave up and let herself die.

Her light was still burning,
And she realized that her life started turning.
She got her father put away,
But he took the easy way out so he didn't have to stay.

After a month of him sitting behind those bars,
Not seeing the day light, listening to the passing of cars.
She got a call that was hard to belive,
He ended his life so he could leave.

Hate. Relief. Anger-- Over took her mind,
It wasn't fair and this had crossed the line.
He deserved to suffer in pain and missery,
Something she did, due to his anger and fury.

Still she had to move on,
It was wierd, having her problem suddenly be gone.
She started to get her life back together,
But then she was faced with something that'd change her forever.

All her life she was living in hell,
And finally when she's starting to do well,
She hears from the doctors that she doesn't have long,
and she realizes she's been living her life all wrong.

She lives each day like its her last,
Her life seems to be going by so fast.
Still she keeps the knowlege of blocking out the pain,
So she doesn't lose herself in the re-occuring rain.

Her lifes not perfect, or anywhere near,
She still lives with neverending fear.
Her dads gone and now she's with worse,
But I know that she can get through this curse.

She's made it before and she can make it again,
When she truly fights, she knows she can win.
Everyday she seems to get stronger,
And I see her life, lasting longer.