Loathing Desires

by Pondering Thoughts Of Nothing   May 15, 2007


I sit here
Mind wandering,
Longing for day's bitter start.
I've come to a realization that you've captured my heart.
A forbidden love frowned upon by the crowd...
no...
A love that personally is not allowed.
Only you can free me from my restraint.
But what if I find it
Less harmful and more quaint?
While in my own arms nothing's complete,
There is dangerous territory where our lips meet.
I long for you passionately,
And despise you deeply,
For your little games never cease to defeat me.
Stop wiping away these heartbroken tears...
These tears are not heartbroken,
They are tears of fears...
Fears of the future,
Fears of the past,
Fears of things I know will never last.
Why are you tempting me so?
Its you for whom I long,
But embodied with you is not where I belong.
I never gave you my heart,
You took it away...
My emotional torture
For you is just play.
I may love you so,
But even blind see
That you can't possibly be the man for me.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Thoughtless Consideration

    Ehh, ok chloe. listen! stop feeling bad about liking him...true, true, he's a jerk and he says uncalled for things that he shouldnt ever say and stuff. but i mean, its not ur fault! u like him because...well because u cant help it. and i mean, that means you actualyl DO like him. so just, don't feel so confined by our offhand remarks about how much we hate him...
    lol we dont mean anything by it, of course we all dont mind u liking him, that would be stupid and completely not-good-friend-ish of us. lol.

  • 17 years ago

    by Meet Me On Thames Street

    I know exactly how you feel, we are deff. in the same boat on this one. this is y i always tell u things like this because ur the only one who excepts them.

  • 17 years ago

    by Debbie

    How innovative! I hardly could pick out the lines which stood out for me, because each one of them signifies a deeper and more profound meaning. I love how it suggests a desire longing to be personified and yet at the same time it hinders the subject to achive this. I can't put my thoughts thoroughly, considering the poem's indistinguishable roots. Nevertheless, it was a very pleasurable read. Thank you for sharing!
    Take care now.

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