I'm unable to think
Unable to comprehend
I can barely talk
I'm so weary I cant pull
My self out of my own bed
With each passing second
Comes another thought of you
Another thought of what I've lost
They run amuck within my head
Torturing me out of sleep
Out of eating
Everything I once loved to do
Now seems so incredibly pointless
I'm always so panicked
And I'm worrying way too much
I can't understand
Why the hell you left
You said you'd always be there
You said you'd always care
I made you swear you'd never give up on me
And you made me swear I'd never let you
But when you tried
And I tried to stop you
You kept on walking without
So much as a simple good-bye
My heart aches for you
My minds out looking for you
I've lost all control
I have to have strange people hold me down
And they tell me stupid crap that I no isn't true
Like it's gonna be OK or
Your gonna get through this
My parents took all the knifes
Even the butter knifes
And put them in a locked safe
Everyones so scared for me
And the only thing I can do is watch
Watch as everyone around me cries
Because Travis isn't human anymore
Travis left this world
But he's body still remains
This useless body good only
For causing pain
Maybe one day I'll return
But things will never be the same
You were everything I needed
You were litterly my life
And now that your gone
So am I
I'm out of my body
I've lost my mind
And my heart is broken
But I can't be mad at you
it's not your fault
I will never believe that
No matter where my soul drifts off to
Or where my mind may wander
You'll always be remembered
Long after I'm forgotten
