lost in a place no longer mine
I'm locked up in ball and chain
no place to go but to sever my veins
taking that last jump into nothingness
no place to run and hide
I'm lost in my own time
no time to play these games
brought up to be in shame
nothing is good
so far in my life
so many places i went wrong
brought up to be a grownup
when i was only a child
doing grown up things
like drinking and swearing
doing things on my own
thought i was grownup
i use to be called SERIOUS
cuz thats all i was
nothing was a game,
i never had fun
now I'm called CHILDISH
because i enjoy the fun
of spending time with friends
and having a good time
now no one calls me anything
they don't like what i do
I'm not good enough
or even noticed
no one wants to share there feelings
no just thinking I'm sick of this s.h.i.t.
