This unbearable pain deep down
sometimes wants to make me sick
i wish this pain a goodbye kiss
tell it to go away and i wont miss it
I'll be happy within my soul
no more hate
or sadness
or these dark feelings i wish could fly like a bird
no more morbid thoughts
or acting on suicide
acting all phys co
no more promises
that i know i cant keep
be free of it all
thats digging me an early grave
i want to cry
i want to die
nothings working out once again
nothing makes sense
the clouds haven't cleared yet
tell me a story to make it alright
tell me I'm loved and show that I'm loved as well
make people realize things i hate and things i like
make me smart
so many floes
so many things to change
so little time
nothing ever seems like what it truly is
no questions no answer
living in an unfamiliar place
whats gonna happen
when i got nothing left
no family
living on the streets
dieing cuz I'm a drug addict
this isn't how i wanted to be
but i hurt to much to really see
i do things i know i said i would NEVER do
what can you do
I'm addicted cant stop wont stop
lost in this pain that takes over my entire body.....
