My eyes are filled with pain and hate and there is no one around to understand nor relate.
My tears are a sign of hate. My feelings towards you will always be the same. With every heartbeat I wish it was my last for you are the reason why tonight i make it my last. I drink that 5th of vodka to make all these problems dissappear but even thou its completely clear nothing goes away when u are feeling the way i do. Life is a lesson to learn, nothing comes easy it's all hard. No one is worth your pain that you want to take all away, but as i lay on this bed while my life flashes before my eyes I start to think this is the way my life is suppose to end not feeling love only hate. I scream you made me this way. There is no turnin back now the gun is loaded and it's pointing to my head. I pull the trigger and right then the fight of my loneliness ends.
