What else should I feel

You used to look so amused
Making our torn picture perfectly glued

You've given me love that I couldn't refuse
But then why did you vanish so acute

Now you're gone saying you are so confused
So weak and couldn't face what's cruel

What killed it was just little dispute
You just couldn't devout it and its true

I am not trying to look so abused
But falling for it all I could be accused

It's just how hard I thought I should pursue
I could've been more patient trying to rescue

But you running away took everything I can use
Honey what you did was so rude

Your heart is pumping blood that is crude
You are invisible to me know my senses are denude

Or What else should I feel?