Im wrong

I'm locked up in a ball and chain
taking that last jump into nothingness
no place to run and hide
I'm lost in my own time

no time to play these games
brought up to be in shame
nothing is good
so far in my life
so many places i went wrong

doing grown up things
like drinking and swearing
smoking anything someone would put in front of me
doing things on my own
thought i was grownup

well boy was i wrong
I'm better than this place
at least i think i am
but again I'm wrong

what do you think?
i wrote this when i was in juvenile
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