Heaven Sent

I never wanted
It to get this bad
I didn't see it
It's driving me mad

I grab that blade
And hold it a while
I look at it
And suddenly smile

I wish there was another way
But there doesn't seem to be
My smiles twisting
And it's even scaring me

I run it lightly
Across my wrist
And think about
All of this

And when I push
I feel it run
Down my arm
What have I done?

The crimson tears
My arm is crying
Are creating a puddle
As I'm slowly dying

I can feel my life
Slipping away from me
I slump to the floor
This wasn't ment to be

How I wish
This ending was different
But I can't help it now
I'm heaven sent.

(c) kirstyxo