Only you I see

I can't understand how this happened
I can barely even think
I'm intoxicated by your presence
I'm feeling nervous to the brink

Wheres my independence gone?
I seem to rely on only you
I used to be the boldest colour
Now your colours are shining through

Early in the morning
When it's time to rise and shine
I only ever awake for you
like this life is yours, not mine

I used to be able to live without you
I remember my life was just for me
I don't know if I like these feelings
Should it feel good not to be free?

Love, it's such a special thing
I think everyone agrees
but i've given love empowerment
and i've blindly let it lead

I used to never get butterflies
and my confidence was high
but I feel Nauseus when i'm near you
and I get really shy

I'm feeling kind of scared
I'm losing every trace of me
In my eyes theres only him
Even all my friends can see

I'm scared I might offend someone
or leave my friends for him
To find that he don't love me back
To find i'm just a fling