They died from you

Vanishing particles uneasily found
have caused the cancer to surround.
A mind so deaf from earthly ways
has aged way past it's forgotten days.

A smile to complete. Complete what?
Two lungs that're failing. Going kaput.
Furious demons now leading the way,
there's nothing good left to do or say.

A million different reasons of which I hate
my grandma's destiny, my grandma's fate.
A ring on the phone sends me in shock.
Even if it's not her, my bones still lock.

Lost in this world uneasily found,
I've caused the fear to surround.
My mind so deaf from earthly ways,
has aged way past forgotten days.

I sit in a room that's filled with darkness
as the demons turn from dead to righteous.
They died from you, grandma.Your happy ways.
They lived from me in your dying days