Life in these walls

Life is painfull
life is a handfull

i have it just as much as u may
when u walked down the halls of ur school and dont even get a 'hey.'

the way everyone seems to hate u
like, when u have a freind that totally betrays u

the way people make fun of u
the way u just come unglued

how ur sister seems to like u one minute and want to kill u the next

ive been through alot
but some people been through more than just 'alot'

life is hell
but we shouldnt dwell.

when the time comes that u and i shall die ill hold ur hand
this is not a lie

i want to help u more than u think

these walls dont talk
though i wish they could

maybe ill actually have a friend then

life is too hard for me
but i can make it through with u beside me

i need a friend
maybe then my heart and soul will mend