Deep inside no one knows who i really am. Deep inside no one can see the real pain i
have to deal with everyday. Deep inside no one can see that i’m dying! But on the outside
i look happy. I look alive. On the outside i look normal.
i want to be able to have the things inside of me disappear.
My heart is beating slowly...it’s slowing down each day! Pretty soon one day it will stop. Everything
inside will probably still be there and on the outside it’ll just look like nothing was wrong. But there
was...i would close my eyes to make it go away but it never did..i was still there.
People try to see wat i see but it doesn’t work...no one will ever be able to see! When will all of this go
away...FOREVER?
