Sometimes

Sometimes

Sometimes I outdo my self, I think I have crossed the line for I have sinned,
What I have done can never be forgiven, every day I live with this,
Sometimes I wonder if there is a god, where is he how come he never answers me,
I believe in a god but never in religion, there is a difference,
Sometimes I feel that I will never be loved, its been a while,
I cant remember my last kiss or even the last time someone liked me,
Sometimes I think my writing sucks and seems meaningless,
But I am trying to say something and it does come from my heart,
Sometimes I feel that I will amount to nothing, that I am useless,
I have no talents I cant draw and I am not a people person,
Sometimes I feel like I have failed, towards society,
I have hurt and I have stolen , been in jail, I didnt know what I was doing,
Sometimes I wonder what I am doing here, in this life we all share,
I think everyone would be better of without me, I seem to attract trouble,
Sometimes I wonder If I even have a future, I dropped out of high school,
I hate school and I am a felon, who would hire me,
Sometimes I wonder if I am insane, I use to drugs if that has any value,
Now I need my medication to fit in, man my life sucks,
Sometimes I wonder if I am ugly, my reflection scares me,
Is this why no one loves me, who would want someone who is insane
Sometimes I wonder if I should kill my self, would anyone even care,
I feel like I am not needed no more, my purpose has been erased,
Sometimes I wish I was someone else, a happy person
With goals and ambitions instead of my depressed self
Sometimes I just want to go away
Sometimes.

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