Forever Apart Of Me

I feel a bit of pain.
Flowing through my heart.
Half of its still good.
But the other half's been ripped apart.

Ive been tossed around to many times.
And pushed down into the dirt.
People expect to smile.
But I can't I'm just so hurt.

I try to hold the feelings inside.
So the tears wont always fall.
I try so hard to give up.
But what I'm doings not working at all.

I fail to make any changes.
Or never the less move on.
That alternative just doesn't seem right.
It feels completely wrong.

No one understands.
What I go through or how I feel.
None of them even notice.
If my smiles fake or even real.

The thoughts of unsaid words.
And the pain I feel deep inside.
Makes me feel more depressed.
And brings tears to my restless eyes.

Here I am every night.
Pouring my heart out on this page.
Trying to make it through every night.
And every painful day.

Not every one know.
How I'm feeling right about now.
The part about moving on.
Is something my heart just wont allow.

I continue getting hurt.
And letting all the pain go in and out of me.
While everyone thinks I'm just fine.
I'm not even the slightest bit happy.

So no matter where I go in life.
In my heart is where you'll be.
Always on my mind.
And forever apart of me.

JayJay
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