No Where

I feel the sun has went away.
Cold and darkness
hopeless and fearful.

I'm going in a direction
that leaves with no hope.
Sitting here on the floor and
slam my bedroom door and
No one hears me shouting.
Reminiscing the days
when u went away
and no one cares, not one bit about it.

As the sorrow eats my body, like cancer trough my veins
I'm constantly weeping my heart away.

Peaceful as i gently rock in a motion,
ripping my hair from tiny strands of lust.
blood tasting vision as i need to feel loved.
Just one more time, i repeat
Just one more time.
But...and i say, But
I'm going No Where.