A living girl that's died

On the outside:
In my numbness, i'm content
I think that's all i'll ever be
I've had my share of feelings
but from them, i'm now free

Hurting me won't be easy
So give it all you've got
bully me till my shell breaks
It still won't hurt a lot

You try and try to push me
but i'm standing firm and tall
I'll never love or hate you
I won't feel for you at all

On the inside:
I'm hiding my emotions
I feel so damn depressed
They're bottled up inside of me
These feelings unexpressed

People don't bother noticing
They dont recognise my heart
I may look all in one piece
but my whole life fell apart

I wasn't always like this
I used to let all my love show
but love, it causes pain
So I've tried to let love go

Her friends views:
No emotions in her words
No expressions in her eyes
Her face, it's drained of colour
She's a living girl that's died

She seems like she is fearless
Her words are often cold
Her touch ain't what it used to be
Her heart as black as coal

I miss the girl I used to know
The shoulder I once cried on
The one who was so full of life
Not this girl that she's become..