I Wish

I Wish

I wish I had never known you,
You smile like nothings wrong,
Talk like every things perfect,
Act like its just a dream,
Pretending you're not hurting me.
I wish I had never known you,
We used to spend Saturdays together,
It was the best day of the week,
But now that you're gone,
Ive rather work seven days a week,
Just not to remember how 'Our Saturday' used to be
I wish I had never known you,
The joy that you brought to my life,
I love you today,
As I have from the start,
And I will love you forever,
With all my heart.
I wish I had never known you,
Me, lonely for ten years,
I worshiped your letters, your picture as where you left them,
Still in the drawers, slowly disappearing,
I wish I had never known you.
So I say goodbye
To everything I thought I knew,
To everything I thought of you,
To the love I thought was true,
To every one of the chances I blew,
So I whisper it one last time,
"Goodbye I love you"