I Won't Forget What I Never Had

I'll be fine
Yes, I'll move on.
What makes me weak
Can make me strong.

I know I'll live,
But first I'll cry.
I won't give up
But it's hard to try.

If it makes you happy,
I will do it.
I'll find a way
To just get through it.

If you love her
Instead of me
I'll deal with it
And let things be.

If I keep bending,
I just might break.
But we all know
It's my mistake.

I fell in love
When you fell out
I lost it all
To my own doubts.

So when I cry
Ignore my tears
And what they tell
About my fears.

And those three words
I want t say...
We'll let the wind
Blow them away.

But remember
Though I pretend
I've always wanted
Much more than friends.