Disbelief

You wanted me to paint this picture
don't wonder why it's only black
there's only fear and torture
in memories when I look back

I'm feeling pain since my first breath
it's getting worse with every day
I see my friends surrounded by death
why do I have to feel this way

I started disbelief in god
and now I know none's in the sky
there's no chance to change my mind
when such a young girl has to die

if I should be mistaken
then you can't tell me god is good
all these cruel deeds
can't be misunderstood

it's always said he's almighty
then you are able to tell me
why cannot he beware from god
a girl who's just sixteen...