3 month hole in my heart

Three months and a hole still in my heart
that no other Golden can fill.
I look all around for my Brandi girl,
The house, the yard ,are so still.

Ginger & Ally still miss Brandi too,
you can see it in their faces.
When we all hop in the truck to go,
No Brandi, just extra spaces.

My Brandi girl, how I hurt for you
God has taken you away from me.
It hasn't been the same here at home
Can't question God, so must let be.

When does this hurt, this ache for you,
finally start to go away?.
I try to be upbeat all the time,
But I Think of you everyday.

How beautiful you were and happy too,
The brightest sunshine in my heart.
You loving nature, your beautiful eyes,
and oh, how you were so smart.

I wish now we were smart enough
to beat this cancer you once had.
I wish the doctors were more smart to,
I'm just left here feeling mad.

I'm mad at the hole that's left in my heart
I want the pain & this hole to go.
I never knew love would hurt so much,
I wish someone would of told me so.

Then maybe we would of never met
I can't picture that in my mind.
I miss you so much my Brandi girl,
you truly were one of a kind.

Keep shining over the house Brandi girl
I'll look for you every night at Eight.
And thank you for leading me to Mandi & Rootbeer,
I can see you in their faces & that's great.