I remember when i could first say them
The 3 words for years coming on 10
Never knowing how to put the phrase
Constantly telling myself its just a phase
Never to worry it'll blow over soon enough
Ten years passed an still the sea's where rough
People asked how i lived my day to day life
Without saying the words or grabbing the knife
I tried to explain how difficult an how i felt
They just assumed under the pressure I'd melt
Keeping it inside was harder and harder to bare
Giving up on everything i know longer care
Seeing you everyday acting like you did
I was in despair my feelings just slid
Always talking to me in that voice with no idea
Me constantly battling inside thru my own fear
Never knowing how to say these words to you
Fear of the consequences, the thought you never knew
Now the years have passed, the suns set a thousand times
Down on my dark parade with you never seeing the signs
So I'll spell it out for you and everyone to see
Giving me the chance in life to finally be free
From the monstrosities i hold inside
Good bye for now I'm jumping off this ride
WHY ME DAD!!!!!
Does It Run In Your Blood
To Betray The Ones You Love
