I donâ??t want to close my eyes because I know you will leave I havenâ??t slept in days praying to you to take this pain away praying to him to not let you go because I love you so the feelings inside are finally coming out crying because you donâ??t know what Iâ??m talking about praying to god night and day knowing in my mind this time when you leave that this pain is goanna stay I can cry about a million different reasons your goanna leave and when you make so many promises only a dummy would believe i pray to you for you to save his soul for he doesnâ??t know how its killing me to say I love you every time he walks away when Iâ??m with him I know someone else is on his mind mad cause every time I ask him what is wrong he lies and says Iâ??m fine I pray to you for you to just help me find the strength inside to say it over sad because I will lose my lover who wants another I pray to you because crying really cant help and wont frustrated cause you say you love me but you donâ??t you never knew how it was affecting me but you kept on rejecting me i look myself in the mirror and think how could he love me mad because you and I both know we were never meant to be we can lie to people so many times that we are so happy but we cant lie to our heart maybe we need time apart ~I pray to you~
