When he didnt come home all i could do was cry when he didnt come home i really didnt kno why i remember waitin by the door until two wonderin the whole time what in the world did i do and waiting day and night for your call and now it seems like it doesnt matter at all its been a month since you went away and left me speechless with nothin to say ive been holdin on to the whole relationship with you and me but now i finally relized that was just a dream i need to get the fact that your never comein back and you moved on with your life and theres no more chances this time i need to get you out of my mind time heals all broken hearts but when he didnt come home he tore my entire world apart everyone told me you were gonna do this to me so now i need to find the strength inside my heart to set you free it hurts to know that i have to live with this pain everyday just because you just made a choice to walk away i have to get over the fact that your gone and how now i just feel so alone i have to let you go even though i loved you so i love you i hate you right now i really dont kno how i feel and my heart right now dont kno how to deal with the fact that theres really nothing more there and now i wont fight to be with you cause i dont care when he didnt come home all i was so sad seein memories of us now makes me feel bad about how,just how could you do this to me he told me you loved me and we were ment to be but he told me we were done by not comein home your still the one that i adore and all those happy memories are hard to ignore i never felt so hurt like this before and i finally relized today maybe he really doesnt love me no more i saw him two weeks ago and he walked away again im really tryin not to but we both kno im gonna love him to the end why does he keep doin this to me why wont he let me be i will always be his friend but i really never wanna feel that way again i felt so rejected like i wasnt good enough couldnt you see how it was affecting me but you just kept on rejecting me im tired of puttin my new love at risk to go back with someone who doesnt even kno i exist we might have been together once but i dont think i will happen again i tired of bein his lover when he doesnt want to be friends but when he didnt come home i dont kno why i cryed i guess we both knew it was over we just didnt want to say goodbye ~when he didnt come home~
