Shout

Diary, this is maybe my last entry because i bet by the next time i want to write you im gonna be dead ,scared more for my life every single aching second of the day so i need to leave i need to run away shout,shes lettin go of all he did to her and all the things you put her through she slowly but surely gettin over you, she knew Jason was a fighter but she never knew he would hurt her pain and sorrow is not wat she thought thier love would be, it started with a smack and moved into a kick hitting her with belts throwing glass and sticks ,praying to god everynight wonder why she should stay but was scared for her life every single day, hidein in the closet, bathroom, and outside but no one knows the pain that she feels inside, if he loves me why does he bring me so much pain sittin up all night cryin wonder what did she do diein inside because she still loves him too she just cant leave, she thought i need to believe, hes gonna stop hes just mad, he said he doesnt mean to make me sad i love him he loves me but she knows shes not makein him happy he yells at her and says its her fault he makes her feel guilt but he never knew the pain she felt he said he cant just let her go because he said no one can love her like he do and thats a fact he said he knows he calls her names and hits her all the time and he says hittin your woman is not a crime its a job to put your woman in line so she knows whose the boss and let all those other guys kno that chick is mine she cant look at the window she cant call her mom she cant cry because if she turns her back once on him shes in fear that shes gonna die he tore her entire world apart and each second of the day hes breakin her heart at first it was that he just hit her when he was drunk now he just hits her when ever he said yous betta not leave him never and he said you call the cop bets believe yous gone be dead he reminds her of that threat forever shes waitin by the door its locked and the room is cold shes fall to the floor her heart stops and the clock ticks slowly..........