She opens her eyes shes layin in a room unfamilar she gets up she cant walk her phone rings she doesnt answer she can hardly talk her boyfriend is there he acting like hes worried and he cares they get home and shes scared but she wont cry because its only weakness in his eyes she cant even stare in his eyes she thinks he'll smack her down she screams but no one heres a sound she hurting inside and its starting to show but she still doesnt want to let him go she loves him so shout she bleedin inside and only cryin on the out scared to death cause no one knows what she is talkin about they think he is so perfect they tell her hold on dont let him go but no one actually really knows she said to herself one night i need to get my stuff packed and turn and runaway and never look back shes dieing inside and now he sees the pain she is tryin really hard not to show and he can tell people are startin to kno as they sit at the family table shes so scilent and doesnt even look up he throw his food she pick up he drags her across the floor by her hair now she is finally figureing out she really needs to get out of there he kicks here and walks away shes use to him hittin her so she jux crys in pain while he gets ready 2 leave he never stays that night she stays up all night crying and packing all her things and locks all the doors waitin for tommrow and all the pain itz gonna bring its late and hes not home yet and shes worried and scared to death that he can walk in that door any time she walks out the back door and his face appers and suddenly disappears she feels his presents near she grabs her bag and starts to run as fast as she can no one knew how hard that was for her no one will ever understand diary, this is maybe my last entry because i bet by the next time i want to write you im gonna be dead ,scared more for my life every single aching second of the day so i need to leave i need to run away shout
