by Alexis May 16, 2007
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
She hasnt sleep in days scared that hes near and hes on his way since she ran away that night it seemed like nothing was turning out right she wanted to runaway from the pain but it seems like the pain is here to stay she said i got my things all pack im turning around and never lookin back she stuggled makein it through the day every since she choose to walk away she cries herself to sleep at night because she misses his warm embrace and then she figured she might have made a big mistake memories of him beatin her and how he hurt her so and she finally relized she needs to let him go she runing from place to place back flashes of his face she falls and closes her eyes she pictured her life dead if she would have stayed now she wants to die she scraps her knee from when she fell on the ground shes begging for forgiveness and deliverance but no one hears a sound she lays there for hours and closes her eyes once more see his face in her dream now figureing she does really doesnt love him no more the sun falls the sky darkens and she holds her head up to the sky and now knows that she rather be free then to die all night she sits up thinkin what is she gonna do and holdin her hand in a fist and thought to herself this time i kno im gonna make it through the stars lose there brightness she tired and falls to the floor and memories flow through her mind now she is scared that since she left she not gone be fine the sky darknens her life flashes her heart falls and crashes..................... |