by Alexis May 16, 2007
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
The world around me has fallen apart every since the day you broke my heart I cant forget the day you walked away and how every time I think of this day im so speechless with nothing to say because you said you still love me and i still love you but I donâ??t know what to do because its hard to trust you since we are so far apart but you will always be near my heart i tried but i just cant let you go and why i still love you i really dont kno do i really love you do i really want us to end like this i look at myself in the mirrior and dont kno who this is... is this the is the girl that made the wrong chioce or did i make the right one and im so confused now since we are done i kno two wrongs dont make it right but it makes ua even and now i dont kno wat to do since you are leavein....your leavein me and i never took time to see that im losein you and theres nothin i can say or do to make it through i gotta kno wat did i do to make you go why are you leavein me why cant you jus stay why do you always choose to go away this is the fifth time i let you in my life and you jus gonna leave again and you jus suppose this pain is gonna end i dont wanna think about you anymore and this pain hurts more and more i remember the look on my face when you walked out the door you grabed you coat and said i will be back but i knew you werent comein back i relized that when i saw in the coner you had your stuff all packed i sit by the phone for many night to see if i got a call if i was even alright i remeber me sleepin by the door and feel my heart touch the cold floor and i remeber cryin one night wantin to die because the pain hurt too much inside until that day when you came in the door and smiled like nothin happened at all my first thought was you didnt even call that first night we argued like crazy and you kept sayin im sorry baby i had to do wat i had to do i never ment to hurt you yeah rght you were gone for almost eight months and your tryin to tell me this and hold me tight and try to give me a kiss why are you leavein me dont you think you alredy caused enough pain you left foot prints on my heart and jux slowly torn me apart |