I sit in class
i found a new way to self harm
no blade no razor
i can make my self bleed
without anything
i was born with it
i will not say how you do it
you sat behind me
you screamed
i jumped in fear
Lisa why did you scream
she asked what goes threw your head
when you cut
black clouds surround
it blocks out people
she said but you herd me scream
because i wasn't dosed off
well i hope you stop
i cant make you
i cant force you
i listened to her words
they touched my heart
my world is falling apart
her words touched my soul
i continue Tod it
she understands
my blade replaced her
she knows ill stop just need time
she See's i suffer in pain
she tells me
she loves me
to her thats what matters
i can cut
i can bleed
but we can never go anywhere
without each other
as long as i live everyday
no needles while i walk around
she will always be here
those are the words
that keep me from not succeeding
i don't need her to tell me
she loves me
i don't want her to worry
ill need her
i want to know i have her heart
where ever i go
most of all i want her to know
I LOVE HER!
