You don't get how much help I need from you right now,
please just tell me what to do... just show me how,
every thing's so messed up in my life,
you have no idea how many times I've wanted to use that knife,
scared, worried concerned,
I have no where left to turn,
you've always been there lurking in the shadows of my problems... you were there, watching every fight,
and yet not even you know why I cry myself to sleep at night,
how can you just turn your back on me... I thought we were good friends,
well I guess this is how the story ends,
I'm going to kill myself nice and slow,
so that your true feelings for me, you won't have to show,
I thought you were different... but now I know you're not,
you're just a nice guy with a nice body who is really hot,
so I say this as a blessing, not a curse,
no more in the shadows of my problems will you lurk.
