During the Night

Every night around one i wake up and walk out of my room.

I walk to the outside.
I feel the grass between toes.

I hear the clouds crack and thunder.

I fall to ground,
I punch the earth with my fist hoping in my soul it will let me be free.

All i can hope is when my time comes for me to leave all that i love, leave all that i hold so dear.

I look up and the rain pours down i stretch my hands hoping to lift my soul away from this day to day dieing life.

All i can hope is when my time comes for me to leave all that i love, leave all that i hold so dear.

When my time comes
Don't remember the bad thing i did
Don't remember all the pain i caused
Don't remember to cry that I'm gone

Just don't forget that i did one thing worth remembering
Remember you helped me leave a reason to be missed.

I wake up in my bed.
Outside its raining.
I'm safe in bed but i ask my self what happen
During the Night....