I never thought I'll see your face
And smash it with my bloody hands.
Sometimes your presence makes me feel whole,
But wish I can escape my never ever land!
I love the sound of you in my ears,
Each message that you send each day.
You tap on my dreams and all my fears,
I wish these feelings would just go away.
How can you be here in my heart,
But always absent in my daily life?
I hate being away from you and always apart,
Today it's sin to be someone else's wife.
Never will I tell you that I'm empty without you,
Or that the tears in my eyes drips like a fountain.
I'm tired, I'm tired, because to myself I'm not true,
Give me wings, God, to face this big mountain.
