Too much love
too much caring
too much worry
too much pain
too much blood
---dreams aren't as real as they seem---
it kills
how much rejection is bitter
it kills
to maximize every single atom of emotiion
that is created
in the laboratory inside me
it kills
to self-destruct
because every atom of love
i feel inside my heart
and
every atom of love i try to give people around me
backfires
---every action has a reaction---
O for Overdramatizing
K for Kills
overdramatizing kills
ok
it's hard to deal
with the looks people give me
the trouble people give me
---studies show that teenage depression is
tightening its grip on the nation---
too much crying
too much lying
too much dying
too much trying
---utopia is a dream---
it kills
to know that everything i worked for
is smoke escaping from between my fingers...
what i thought i had wasn't real
---life proves that it takes years to build
and second to destroy---
i am destroyed
