Some How She is Still Alive

by Amanda   May 17, 2007


Every mourning when she awakes,
Her eyes are so blue,
like a bunch of lakes
But for some reason she feels like no one knows that shes even true

When she is spoken to,
She drifts away,
never listens,
and is thrown away

She feels like shes not wanted
she doesn't feel like she is alive
she feels that there is no heart beat
she wants to get away, she wishes she could fly

No one understands her,
No one listens,
No one cares,
but she doesn't know that she is beautiful

She doesn't feel it or hear it
Because she doesn't listen
she has no hope
and she is scared

She feels like she is attached to strings,
People pulling on her all the time
People yelling at her all the time
and she feels not loved

But she doesn't know that she can do anything
if she puts her mind to it
she gets everything she wants
but feels like she's not wanted

Running around
running out of breath
she can't breathe
and starts to scream

No one hears her scream,
because they are all screaming over her,
she is full of sadness in her life
so many things bothering her

She feels like drowning in a pool
screaming at thew top of her lungs
feeling like shes tied to a stool
and no one comes to help her

Tied around her neck is a rope
that is pulling her
every time someone yells at her or ignores her,
into a lake of fire

She feels like she is going to burn up
Right to crisp
never to see light again
never to breathe again

But she doesn't know that people do care,
there are still people who care
people who love her
but she doesn't care because she doesn't know

Will she ever find her heartbeat?
Will she ever find her love?
No one knows
expect her.

It's all up to her
not anyone else
she has to have courage
and not be so sensitive

but since she doesn't listen
she doesn't care
so she feels unwanted
because of the way some people treat her

very sensitive and has a bad attitude,
cries every night and no one knows why,
she hates things to leave her
she feels like running away

She does have friends
they listen
but she still feels unwanted
annoying, loser,ugly anything they can come up with

People call her names
she ignores
but inside she hurts
but when does she never hurt?

Through forests, and by lakes
she swims down
never to come up to the surface again,
she drowns...But some how she is still alive.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Amanda

    Made in grade 8.

  • 17 years ago

    by Ellen

    Well, thats pretty much exactly how I feel almost all the time