Not human

Behind my cloths and metal rings of war
Are my gentle hands and even more
Most of the time I don't even feel like the rest
Understanding more than what I know I guess its best
Am I human or am I something else
On my way to find something to call myself
I am an outsider looking in
Trying to find what lies within
I see others who are content and free
But I can't find what was taken away from me
I'm not human in any form of life or death
In search for myself I shall not waste my breath
Thinking deep thoughts from the corner of my mind
Searching for others the ones of my own kind
Always getting lost within my own thoughts
I never realized what where the costs
Can't react to emotions that others know
My feelings stay but my emotions come and go
Look into my eyes and what do you see
Something thats not human but what I call me