Heaven Is Hell

Cold dark wind wrapping about me
You once told me to die was to flee
Now that I'm gone I finally know why
It was so horrible to give up and die
Its so frozen and lonely here
In the flames of hell I disappear
And yet I fly above the clouds
Lifting my hands to hear the sounds
Of you're crying and of your tears
Asking me to answer why I did one of your worst fears
My only answer is that I just had to leave
I had to get away and I had to see
What death was like when you sliced your wrists
Now I only wish I could give you one last kiss
Its your lips I long to taste
As I hold you in my loving embrace
Heaven is hell without you by my side
I'm lost and alone without you, my guide
Don't believe that you're better off like me
Please move on and continue to dream
Of the things you wanted to do
Cause once you die your chance had flew
I'm sorry I left you all alone
I can't believe I've done this to you...