Without You

I look out my apartment window
wondering where you are
wondering if those words you said
were coming from the heart

I want to think that you truly love me
with all your heart and soul
but now as I think about it
the truth begins to unroll

I cry and cry I can't sleep
because my pillow is sweet
on this hot summer night
I'm drenched in tears and sweat

I Ly on the bed so cold
even if it's warm
thinking about being your arms
before i felt so torn

I really really want you back
but my wish can not come true
because I feel it's better this way
sleeping here without you...