Hey girl i read your poem..
i just wanted to say that i went trought the same thing..and he was my first love kiss and about everything i still love him..and i always tell him it wasnt ment to b..it still hurt cuz like you... i have to see him everydsay..
But things do get better and u still have your whole life ahead of you..
thing are goin' 2 be ok..
Bye
STEPH