It happened once more,
I thought I could die in my sleep on the bedroom floor,
he yells at me, he screams till I cry.
I feel so bad I could die,
rushing to the other room with a tear streaked face,
he'll never forgive me because of my disgrace,
no cutting, I promised him I wouldn't... so instead I grab a couple bottle of pills and take them in one big gulp,
my head dizzy, I can't feel any of my body anymore,
I lay there limp on my brothers floor,
my sight starting to leave,
if I die they'll just have to grieve,
be sure to tell him that I'm sorry I broke my promise, he'll get over it soon enough,
though no one ever thought that I would do it, so I'm calling their bluff,
I'm starting to feel very cold and tired,
cutting I no more desired,
I feel someones hand on my side,
now I know that I didn't say good-bye,
he asks me why, I don't really remember... or do I?
It happened once more,
I thought I could die in my sleep on the bedroom floor,
he yells at me, he screams till I cry...
