Trying to understand why

by lisa   May 18, 2007


I will never understand the heartache,i will never understand your pain,I could never see that nasty person that you sore in deep in yourself,
I dont understand why you couldn't hang on a little while longer,You told me not blame my self yet i couldn't help your pain,Its been two years since you took your own life,and i have shed a thousand tears,asked my self over and over again why
Why couldn't you get the help you needed why couldn't you get past the pain?Why did you have to pull the trigger,all that has run through my head these last two years is why?It will one day be ten years since you died and i will be...........STILL trying to understand why?

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  • 17 years ago

    by V dog

    Im so sorry about what happened. I cant imagine how you must feel. i had my friend in my face two days ago saying the same things...and i just kept telling him i wanted to understand but i couldnt. luckily i got him to stay and not do it. so im sorry your friend did that its such a sad thing to go through. just know people love you and your never alone.
    - vanessa

  • 17 years ago

    by lizzle

    This poem is great!but really sad!im soo sorry that happend!!!!but shes ina better place now!! 5/5
    -lisa =)
    we have the same name!!
    awesum!

  • 17 years ago

    by Michelle

    Very sad... I feel your pain. I lost my brother 3 years ago It never gets easier... Stay strong girl... Great Job keep writting!
    ~Michelle

  • 17 years ago

    by Tracy D Rollings

    Great poem sad and I feel your pain,great job keep up the good work ,hope to read more. your friend Tracy............5/5

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