By Myself

As I
Sit here alone
By myself I try to find the words to describe
And the courage to stop kidding myself
And I
Know its all gotta come to an end
That emptiness has to subside
And bliss has to begin
But I
Cant take this hell anymore
The pain is amplified
By all the tears ive shed before
So I
Write you this
as you say my life is perfect as can be
well guess what is is
to everyone except for me

I cant take this anymore
All this pain ive felt before
I want out of this hell
I want to be alone
To rot by myself

BY MYSELF!!!!!!!!