I'm Not Sure

I think I love you I'm really not sure
after all the stuff you put me through love is like a blur
I don't jump up anymore when I see your car pull up in the driveway
I just think to myself your just coming home from another long day
I don't even call you just to hear your voice over the phone
I don't even care anymore when I'm home alone

I just go on with my days doing what I gotta do
Could it be that Ive finally fell out of love with you
I know when we agreed to get back together
I though maybe this time it could last forever
but as the days go by theres really nothing there
Don't get me wrong I still do care

But I guess I just put up with you doing so much wrong
that all those lonely nights without you has made me strong
I'm not weak anymore, I know I can live without you
and I see your trying to do everything I've always wanted you to do
I just can't help it, enough was enough
I know I always tried with you, but now I feel like giving up

Its just hard for you to make things right
you can't erase the past, and bring our love back in one night
It took us years and years to build what we had
you can't just throw it away, than take it all back
I can easily turn my back and say its over I don't want you anymore
so before you start expecting things, remember its not the same as before

It will take work, and allot of trust and faith
I'm just wondering now if maybe your too late
I don't know maybe in time
I will be happy again that I have you mine
maybe its just our relationship that needs allot of work
I'm so confused I'm really not sure