I waited for hours for you,
Waiting for you to call.
Pacing back and forth over the tiled floor,
I was a nervous wreck ready to fall.
No message no ring,
Came thru to me.
Just a blank white screen ,
Is what I could see.
I felt confusion wash thru my body,
Then slowly seeping to my brain.
I shake my head to clear my thought,
Why are you playing this game?
I know not what I did,
Especially for you to treat me this way.
Or how I will hold this in,
And keep my emotions at bay.
I scream in frustration,
And I punch the wall.
God, why are you doing this?
Why can't you just freaking call?!
I just wish you would pick up the phone,
And just let me know,
That you were thinking of me,
Instead of making me feel low.
I drop my head in misery,
I cannot move I am to weak.
I don't know why I even bother to care,
My life now seems so bleak.
I just wanted you to know,
That I care about you so.
I don't want you to forget about me,
never do I want you to feel as if you have to go.
But I guess I get the picture now,
That to you I am just a clown.
One Thats OK to use and abuse,
Like I was a ----- who has been around town.
But it is ok, I get the picture,
You got what you wanted from me.
Now your done with your fun,
And my hear is breaking for the world to see
