I feel like an outsider
Roaming the halls out of place
All my secrets I cant hide
I cant even find a familiar face
Shes got what ever shes ever wanted
She doesn't see what its like
To never get what you want
And to always be grabbing the knife
Just like everybody else
When I speak, she wont listen
I'm still a nobody
To everybody
But if she ever walked a day in my shoes
Saw the world from my view
She wouldn't survive
She wouldn't like being tied
To the one place of sanctuary
Away from my family
Like me, she'd blend in too much
Walk behind everyones fun
Hide behind anything, just to be unseen
Like me, no one would listen to her scream
I feel pressure everyday
The pressure to fit in and feel okay
The pressure to get out
And unlock the chains
That my parents use to keep me safe
Safe in their own way
I feel pressure
Of being too quiet
Not saying a word so I can hide
The pressure of being labeled
As whatever I come across as
Its all I'm not at all
But since she has her perfect world
And I'm still the "emo" girl
I roam these empty, crowded halls
Waiting again to fall
Fall into the end
