You wont know
What Ive done
You don't know
I'm not the only one
You've changed now too, and I don't like the new you
Your different
I'm reckless
Your happy
I'm sad
Good riddance
I'm hopeless
Continuing to be mad
at my faded happy world and you
I'm chained down
To my no longer solid ground
You have no idea
What I hide under here
And if I showed you
You would be scared