I am here on this earth. standing next to some pills. i feel sick just staring at my reflection. i have to loose my mind, before i feel emotionless. i cannot see. i give in when you say how dumb i am. i don't feel free. i am a person in the world staring at you from miles away wishing you would leave me alone. you try to pry me away from my past. you take me in as your prey. i run away into a nothing. a hole that burns me. you try to get a rise out of me. it use to work. now i have dug myself out. i am not going to let you bring me down today. no matter what you do, no matter what you say i am going to be me. i will still hate you. talk all you want, push me as much as you need to feel the need to succeed. i am not going to go down to my grave today.
