Your hate cradles me
it makes me safe
your brutal blows
have become the sweetest caresses
it justifies everything
I have ever done
to you and myself
your piercing blue eyes
they mesmerized me
tricked me into believing
that the bruises
ans the sea of tears
was the only way
you told me I was happy
and that you were the
best thing to ever
happen to me....
And I believed you
