One Night Insomniac

One Night Insomniac

i can't sleep anymore,
i've become an insomniac,
just the thoughts of you...
...swirl through my mind.
ALL night.
why though?
the way your hurt me,
the way you manipulated me,
the way you were you...
it just hurts.
to think that it has come this far;
this far - just to think:
we were besties.
we were bff!
FOREVER is just a stupid word.
FOREVER just means 'til ones death!
FOR ME, right now though,
YOU'RE DEAD!
FOREVER, took it's turn.
FOREVER killed you.
it murdered you.
it murdered our friendship,
and i mean forever!
once something is dead,
it's OVER!
there's no way in saving it.
no way in fixing it.
i can't, you can't, Superman can't.
there is no spark left in a dead body.
nor in a dead soul,
nor in a dead friendship.
just go away.
leave me alone.
your ghost is haunting me.
filling my eyes with tears.
filling my heart with scars and wounds.
filling my brain with curses.
i can't sleep.
i'm an insomniac.
well, for TONIGHT.
because of YOU...