I loved you so bad
It was an electric passionate type love
If i could have i would have dropped everything attached to my name and did whatever with you
I loved you so bad that i lost everything just to be with you,
my friends,my life, my identity
You were my everything and more
Everything i did was done with you
I loved you so bad...to the point that i basically sold my soul
Then when you left me
I was left scarred, barred, harmed
Hurting thats all i felt
Pain oozing out of my mind ,my heart, limbs
Shocked was my state of thought
Shocked as if it were a dream
Oh this couldn't happen to me
So i begged, got on my knees
With my hands on your legs
Pleading
Saying baby come back to me
I never did that before ..yanno begged
You scarred me
You burned me so bad that you left marks all over that
will never fully heal
I loved you so bad that when it ended I gasped
Asking what do i do now?
I kissed you
Hugged you
Wanted you
Missed you
Called you
feeled you
Declared myself to you
You were mine and I was yours & I swore it was perfection
As long as you were mine nothing else mattered
It was us against the world
Then the world shattered
And then we spiraled down
Nothing mattered
Disintegrated
Became extinct
How blind could I be
Why couldn't i just see
But I loved you
Thats the thought that popped up
Yet he didn't have to answer it for me
Love wasn't enough
Because if it was enough
You'd still be with me
If it was enough
You would dismiss those fights
If it was enough
You would have taken me back when i cried
If it was enough you would have known
This girl adored you
If it was enough I would be writing a poem
about how much I love not loved you
Yet you broke my heart
You said you were only 16
Oh How I loved you
That even if my biggest dreams were on a platter
I would say bye
Cause you only mattered
How bad did I love you
That's how bad
